Bio - forever haunted (everhaunted)
2004-12-12 -- 11:27 a.m.

Diary's:

Writings - This Angel Is Broken ~ Forever Haunted [More Than Afraid]>
Journal

I'm Lauren. I'll be 17 on August 1st '05, I'm at College taking psychology, philosophy, art and theatre studies. I struggle through life and am very fucked up, but hey, there is always someone worse off than you. Amazingly I have lots of friends at college. I also have a boyfriend of over a year who I am very much in love with. I also love AFI (where I got my writings diary name) and The Smashing Pumpkins.

This is called Unanswered Questions:

I'll sit as I am silently dissolved by my tears
No one can reach me here
The phone rings unheard and letters remain unread
Questions; so many questions
They'll have to stay unanswered for now
For silence is all that's worth listening to
Break the pattern; this cycle of a lifetime; the silence
But for what purpose? If you won't let me pull the trigger then at least remove my lungs
For they are black with attempts of smileing
But I don't bend that way; despite your repetition
So try and cry and fly. Or run from no one
You know who you are and their opinions never mattered anyway
How many times will they ask before they get a truthful answer?
None; they never cared for asking
These unanswered questions are still unasked too

This is all you'll get; an interview room with one chair and no one standing.

~forever haunted