workshop 10/05: undrstatemnt
2005-10-13 -- 5:17 p.m.
the pages of my notebook still smell of you
and youre still in my head
im trying to not think about you
but thats hard
especially when im listening to "your" songs
im prepared for the worst
but i know i'll cry
i always knew
id be the one to do something stupid
and
im sorry
i dont think ive said that enough
and if we last
then i can forget about the apathy
and if we dont
i'll stay on my own
trust is something valuable
and i know i no longer have yours
i think i already know
what your decision will be
is it stupid if i wait forever?
as long as it takes
you know i'll still be here
maybe this will be enough to break me
you know id do so much for you
learn to draw
take a trek
stop the things i do
and more
and i dont know if youre aware
but theres not a moment
where i dont regret that night
and 89% of the time
i cant get you out of my head
all of our moments are all i have left
and it seems like i dont have enough
Dland account
the girl
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